It felt like only yesterday when i just finished my studies in secondary school, yet 6 months is about to fly past liao, soon we will be waving goodbye to 2007.. But the biggest dilemma i have is making and keeping friends lah...to begin with i don't have alot of friends, be it primary school, secondary school, game friends or the new found poly friends. i don't know to call them friends or people i just know only. To date, i think i onli had 1 True Friend, and he's from malaysia.
I noe my attitude suck lah, but all my ex-"best friends" are certainly long gone, to mix with their new and "hip" friends, i dont blame them lah, quite frankly as i saw that, i don't care anymore. It used to be calls to chat about life and stuff, then slowly degenerate to rare calls of laughter and now strictly calls only to ask about work and studies, its like being patronised u noe? kinda like ur a textbook and people just flip thru u, dont need you already? just banish u back to the shelf.

I thought i could make friends in game as well, i am kinda wrong, again its because of my attitude, dont need to say 1, i noe it myself. It started off with me contacting my old game friends, apparently he still plays the game, so we got back and he introduced me to more friends, at first its ok, Heck, ITS ALWAYS AT FIRST ITS OK. As time past, many times requiring assistance and relying on them, it will expire, by then its probably gonna be like those "friends" i had above. Worst of all is..even in game i feel frustration, not because its difficult to play, but because even in games i get scolded, of coz i rebutted, end up this whole "friend" thing becomes very strained. Reminds me of the same reason why i dont wanna play that mini game again, the whole scenario is about to be reenacted again..