Its still pretty afterall... =)
though its a disappointment, i had thought it through, its just temporary =)

i am waiting, and i will keep on waiting until ur ready! Hehes..

Brrr its cold..santa visited me =).


Hohoho! have a joyous and merry christmas to everyone out there!

2008 is gonna be AWESOME, i just know it =)))




Every ring has a story, mine has one too..i feel damn pathetic that i always cant seem to say wat i wanted to say, and always playing out the plans wrongly.

I guess today is just not the day, when will be the right day? I wonder..

Labels: resigned..

Phew...finally the long awaited term break is here!
After slogging it out for 12 weeks, finally i can have some decent rest and i dont wanna care about school work anymore

Have been trying out this game la, crysis, but its always crashing, and the patch their blood developers promised like 3 weeks ago or so still aint out yet, this is getting frustrating..i dont wanna spend 74 bucks to get the special edition..though deep down in me i want it, but i dont wanna spend the money! =(

Christmas is around the corner, did my shopping already though. My only wish..no no..cannot say out..but its something money cant buy, thats all i can say..=)

So bored.



Hehe, i dragged 3 of my classmates together pontang thermofluids lecture today, ask them be my downtown tourguide, coz i am..really quite a stranger to town area lah.

Mainly coz i hate going to town, coz the bus/mrt rides are always so crowded and pack..i rather chill at home...heh

I didnt find the wrong guys, those 3 were the best downtown tourguides i can find, all experts and probably commonly spotted in town lah! hahahaha

i bought something, cant say its wat, hehe, and also famous amos cookies! no not the NTUC factory sealed ones, FRESH out of the oven and into the bag ones from the famous amos bakery @ taka! hehehe

After that we went to artfriend in taka also, wah seh....if i ever need art supplies, i confirm go there, its GIGANTIC!!!
U wanna sew? go there, u wanna paint? go there, u wanna sculpt? go there too!! gosh they have the exact embroidery threads i need, jewelery beading stuff which i did b4 for awhile, foam shapes, some even comes in the form of a bust of a man, and a woman too. Theres also paint, sprays, sheets and blocks of wood, pencils, EVERYTHING related to Art and Craft!!

seriously, go there and u will know why i am so excited, hehe..



Am excited that finally theres something i really like in my IDEAS project, its the panel/poster design for our product, and also our team logo.

So far..i only did the team logo, and i came up with the team name as well..

I came up with F.E.L.T.
its actually an acronym of the first letters of our names, Faeez, Eliott, Lewis, Taufik
It sounds smooth and calm, kinda suitable to the audience we targetted, heh

But the logo..i duno if its abit too violent though, heres how it looks like after the final design.



Originally there was a knife sticking in the back of the teddy, but i removed it because my mates said it was too violent looking, and we are targetting children as our audience, bwahaha!!!

i also did a couple of other designs, but to be honest it was kinda did half-heartedly, because after i did the first teddy logo, i liked it alot and felt like it was the chosen 1 already, anyway here are the rest..



The funny ghost logo with radial(zoom) blur added in.



I had this idea after seeing some radioactive/industrial looking pictures, and knowing that i thought of all the dirt, rust and stuff u would see in industrial places, and i came up with this. That logo is actually made up of 3 different pictures, with some masking i merged it into one, hees. The splatter is actually from blood splatters, just painted orange to resemble..rust? or paint if you like.



This last 1, the hearts-joker, is actually part of a giant poker picture i found, i cut out the legs though coz i onli want the hips and up. Since it was related to cards, i found the Ace of Hearts picture too, it was also damn big, so i had it flipped and placed under the finger of the joker, since he was pointing to something. The rose in his hands were something totally different, i borrowed a rose brush, sized it down as it was gigantic too, and tilted to fit in his hands, and again thru masking(or rather erasing...) i made it seem like the stalk of the rose was in his hands. Kinda like it though, have a weird feeling to this picture.

But in the end we all settled for the teddy bear! =D!

Yawn..kinda tired even though i napped for about 3-4 hrs, coz after dinner i called bell up to ask maths and had a long chat, its always fun to chat with her! hahass
And then started photoshop, till now.

Gonna go find some forest pictures for the poster before i turn in..wish me luck..

Oh yeah, only 2 more days to holidays! HAHA though its only 2 weeks, its holidays!!! WOOHOO!!!!

Friday come faster please, going xmas shopping with my friend, hehe.

Bye!



I had a dream today, its no doubt 1 of my best dreams ever..

It had a scenario i played in my mind countless of times, and i would 1 day very much wanna do to her. Please dont think dirty, its not dirty stuff please =.=
How i wished that dream didnt end, it was the perfect stage, with the perfect outcome and perfect person, how i wished i didnt wake up..

anyway..these 2 days of mine..bleah..have been spent playing computer games again..had a new game, crysis, quite fun lah, very fast paced, but after half a day of gaming i felt sick, like dizzy and had a headache, bleah...

Hais..how i wish that dream i had, could be real.

Labels: Am i gonna get that chance?..

Yesterday had OC speech essay to write, the minimum was 800 words in 1hrs 50 mins, but i wrote on average 1700+ words and she said its too long =.=

Go to hell lar, i write so indepth, somemore for a speech presentation u say too long? if i get crap marks because of this i am gonna murder some1...

So tired yesterday, yet i still didnt get enuff sleep, today was even more tiring for me...i slept until 7.30am, had lessons @ 8am =.=

No choice, quickly change clothes, spray perfume, brush up and go out liao, damn tired lah, i keep falling asleep while on the train. Then later in class quite okay, coz i bought some sarsi sweets, yummy, but then the wait for the GEMs module to begin is realli boring, i watching video on my psp and i actually fell asleep, i almost dropped the psp. then i tried sleeping there, on the stairs, but sometimes got ppl walking up and down lah, disturbances!! arghs!

Finally raymond and his classmates came and we just went into the classroom lor, this classroom's backdoor got problem 1, always wont lock fully, but the security device deemed the whole room as locked and inactive, but we went in anyway..just book our seats and i fell asleep on the table.

Lessons were quite okay today, short and sweet, today is all about vaccination, kinda interesting though.

Then, when i reached lot 1, i cant find my bike. Oh ya, i ride my bike to cck interchange every morning b4 transitting to the mrt to take to dover.

searched around for a bit, then i found a cut-bike cable, i recognise it somehow, its thick, its dark gray, its my cable!

Arghs..stupid asshole. Luckily my bike aint worth alot, all old parts, take lor, as if it can net u 100 bucks, good luck with that..i really pity the fool who buys my frame or bike, coz that frame, firstly the bottom bracket is ruined, secondly the chainstay and rear area is bent, thirdly the headtube is also dented, so...i wouldnt rate that frame more than $20, maybe can get it for more by selling to aluminium merchants, heh.

Anyway..this marks the end of my cycling days to school. i am gonna take bus to the interchange and transit to mrt from tomorrow onwards =)!

Still saving for my dream bike though..still far away from the $3k mark..hais..

God hates me



Yepss i went to the IT Fair @ Expo today.
I tot i could get a good deal lah, since its the last day of the sale, but i was utterly disappointed, because i was looking for rams, and theres a specific brand i was looking for. Corsair to be exact, coz i remember a few years ago's IT Fair @ Suntec, they did come down and set up a solo booth.

This time round...THEY DIDNT!! ARGHSSSSSSSS DAMN YOU CORSAIR!@%#&@^@~^

I walked thru the 2 halls like 3 or 4 times lar, and its so packed its crazy, sometimes can walk fast, sometimes jammed up like tunas in a can.
The worst kind is those parents....who bring their babies with them in their BABY PRAM, goshh do u have any idea how packed it is already? and u bring ur baby pram and squeeze wif us? ur baby pram + u alone can fit at least 3 people length-wise lehhh wtf!!!!

And try not to wear slippers next time when u go to IT Fairs lahh, i lost count how mani times my slippers got stepped on when i tried to move, but luckily i didnt fall at all lar, or i will be damn pissed...GRR!~!

End up i finally found the shop that got sell that exact ram i was looking for, BUT ITS FREAKING SOLD OUT!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

arghs, how come i didnt thought of it will be sold out huh! if not i wont have went to this stupid fair during the last day...ARGHS!!!

End up i settled for another brand lah..on par with corsair, OCZ. I got the reaper edition 2GB kit, its huge, like the dominator series from corsair, its so big my heatsink's fan had to be moved somewhere back. Had to rest the fans on the power cables in the middle of my giant casing =) luckily my heatsink is huge also, can take fanless design, it isnt exactly fanless now, just that the fan is a little further away..hehe, arent i clever to do it this way! Hehes..=D

cant take any pics now coz my camera is with raymond...

The luckiest thing is, it works! i was so afraid it wouldnt work on my motherboard, coz i...didnt do research for that model of ram =X!!! So guys, make sure u do research on all possible products u may need to buy!!!

Finally can play Call of Duty 4 on full out maxed settings, hehe, heavenly performance!~

Went i reached lot 1, i went to buy long john silvers for dinner! =D Delicious junk food~~~ Arghs, tml must start skipping again, my weight is piling up again..shit

Ok gonna go sleep soon, tml is monday, suckiest day of the week, even suckier than sucky sunday.

Bye!