Went cycling again! To exercise of course!

Kinda unlucky, coz when i left it was like slightly drizzling, but i didnt care, just continue. And because of that drizzling...i shortened it to 20 minutes of riding only.

But i carried on, rode very hard initially past the alley behind pjc, cycled around limbang area, around my school.

I swear i wont wear that pants to cycle again, its knee length, but when i ride it gets shorter and shorter and i have to keep pulling it down, and i duno what happened or why but the skin of my theighs keep rubbing against the seat, i hopped and hooked my backwheel up to clear a curb and end up scrubbing my theighs, pain!

Kinda funny, its almost like the day my sec-sch PE teachers went out to mass exercise together, i saw Mr Ong at CCK sportshall, with his son and about to leave. When i reached my house's area i saw Mr Seah, our DM, very nice guy though, but i dont think he recognises me(especially wif my long hair...HAHA!)

As usual..a bottle of Lemon Ice Sportade to replenish my water level and end the exercise..hahas!

So far so good..lost 2kg over the past 4 days since i started the exercise. i Hope to hit my magic 65kg or 70kg by christmas!

Wish me luck!



finally the weekends are here again..and next week there isnt any sch!! coz its e-learning week..wahahas!

but so many stuff to do, shit sp lar!! grr..

Today is nice..lessons were extremely boring and unnecessary, either talk about useless stuff or stuff i already know, so...wat a waste of my time.

Had been planning to eat long john silvers for awhile..so..today seems like a nice day! so i went to buy 1 home..yummy~!

I kept forgetting to take my antibiotics, i missed 2 timeslot already, because its before-food only, and i onli remembered it after i ate, god damn it, hope i dont get immune to it yet...arghs

Then...suddenly i wanted to go riding, and its like 5.30pm already..well ok, weather is not bad..so i took the rough route behind pjc, all the way to my sec sch's area, hehe went to take a peek at how the sch is doing..havent been in the area since teachers day...

Then..because i had long john silvers today..i decided to try to burn some of the fats i received from it today...by riding! not just anyhow ride..heres wat i did..

since my bike is like as good as a spoilt bike, my drivetrain keep making freaking annoying clucking sounds on higher gears, so most of the time i just ride on the first gear, which meant i cant go fast at all. so..i had an idea..why dont i go slow but pedal fast, coz by the time i start to pedal quickly for that gear..my speed is still moderately slow, so i cycled more revolutions per metre of distance covered! sounds like a logical workout to me..and its sort of a cardio-exercise! yay~

I timed myself..45 minutes non stop, but i had to find a place to let me ride for 45 mins..YES...the road by my sch that stretches into yewtee..along the K-9 unit camp and kranji camp! hahaha, i remember i rode there b4..and that road is very linear! so..i did! the "to" journey was abit tough, coz terrain is mainly upward-inclinced...so its slower and harder on my quadriceps, but hey..my quads are freaking huge already from all the years i rode on a bicycle! so no problems~~~, i noticed it was some sort of cardio-exercise because i started to breathe harder! like i was running! so its gotta be working...after riding past kranji camp...i made a U turn and rested for 2 mins..then ride back the way i came!

the "back" journey is alot smoother and easier..just now was uphill, now is downhill incline..so..its much slacker. i decided to take the gravel route behind pjc again to get back home, but i over shot! end up have to backtrack first..then proceed to that road..hahaha!!

back under my void deck..arghs not 45 mins..but 43 mins 43 secs, so nice huh! hahas.

Then i decided to go get a sports drink...@ the mama shop nearby..haha, they didnt even have 100plus or h2o, wtf? but they have this sportade? oh man, its mildly salty! GRrrr, and its lemon ice flavour, wthhhh ARGHS!!!

Gulp it down, feel damn full and damn shiok. went home and bathed immediately coz i am almost drenched in sweat! hahas!

hopped on the scales and i lost 1.5kg! must be the lost water..tml then see how..hahaha!!!

i realli wanna slim down...and its about time i did something!

wish me luck..



Erm, these past few days quite mundane, nothing much to report. Just that i am still sick, stupid blocked nose and flu just refuses to leave, my voice is still as sexy as before! HAHA!!!

But today is interesting..very interesting..at least for me.

Theres a Bazaar going on at SP, the stuff they sell there are kinda boring, but i wondered why a shop from simlim came to set up shop here..selling hard disks and computer stuff? hello? they dont come cheap rite?? -.- dumb asses..

But the most interesting part is the concert performance!
no not cheerleaders u perverts, but a rock concert.

The stage and setup was a little disappointing, especially their choice of amps. Except the guitarist, who used a big Crate amp, which i think is the only decent amp out there, the rest are smaller sized amps. another disappointment is the lead guitar's volume is too low!!

But...THE GUITARIST PLAYS LIKE A GOD MAN!! oh man, hes just become 1 of my idols. See him playing and doing pinch harmonics with so much ease its like changing his underwear, i was shocked man, WOW WAT WAS THAT?! COOL!!!! then i stepped in closer to take a look. He started to shred! OMFG! WOWWOWWOW!! sorry to all the guitar playing ppl out there..i sound very newbie, because i realli am, and this is only the 2nd time i see some shred infront of me, not on video, videos i've seen until bored already.

Hes realli a big inspiration to me man..just imagining myself as the guitarist up there, really spurs me on to keep practicing and studying the art, i hope 1 day..i could be up there performing to a big crowd!

but for now...its just me, my room and the guitar.

Bye!



No i didnt mean i broke down in tears, so happy these few days, GAGA!!

Fell sick today, god damn it. the sore throat is like threatening to return! luckily i told my mom to buy me some chrysantemum tea from the herbal shop, hehes. DIE!!! u sore-throat-causing viruses!!!!! GRRRRR

lots of phlegm too, probably cause i had flu too, god damn it, my voice sounds so sexy now, even sexier than bell's, HAHAHA!!!

dug out a couple of old songs i listened to a few years back, and i found this song by Tal Bachman, its called Aeroplane.

if i recall right its 1 of the many songs played in the movie The Hot Chick where rob schneider's body got switched with another girl after wearing an ancient egypt magical earring.

i totally dig this song, i can just close my eyes and fantasise myself flying the the air~ just delve my mind into music...its so comforting after a hard day...

another favourite is..Forget It by Breaking Benjamin, another, slightly more emo song, but nonetheless very nice to my ears...

Gonna go bathe now..take some medicine and start doing homework..later gotta fix my dad's fish tank filter..its making a hell of a racket...!

Bye..



*Burps*

Today went to eat Pasta at Spagheddies or something..at marina square..wrong choice though...coz its so filling.

After that we went to catch resident evil extinction..basically its a film that tries very hard to scare ppl with loud sudden noise, impressive action, thats all.

Then..its the highlight of the show..Chocz.!! *Burp..* coz earlier we had pasta..we are so full!!!! Die die must try..so we got the dark chocolate fondue..and nectar drink, oh god, i wish we werent so full, kinda didnt enjoy it, coz i was on the verge of vomitting already.

Went home and i found i lost 1 kg instead of gaining more weight, WEIRD STUFF!!!

Then...played guitar for awhile..bored..then got my lazy ass up and finished up bell's blog! kinda happy that i finished it, feel so accomplished...HAHAHA!!! ~.~



PHOTOSHOP!!!! :P
learnt quite abit of photoshop today from my IT consultant...hahaha!!!

i learnt how to do the fading/ghosting effect, and how ppl designed those awesome flower/pattern designs!!!!

here are some of my work in 10 mins...pretty basic stuff but at least i finally knew how they did it..YAY!!!







Now i gotta design another 1 for bell's blog! hahas, loving it~



i went to borrow my bro's Marty Friedman soundtrack and started listening to his songs, and i found a couple that were very very nice. very blues like yet infused with heavier rock. and i am hooked to the songs....i even went to find the guitar tabs for it...even though it isnt complete, i kept practising and..now i can do the intro till the middle part!! hehes...

Also i listened to some of Rush's songs, only a few were nice..their style was too unorthodox and dont really suit me..

Music is really a incredible force in nature...it can make u start to think about stuff..the past..the present..and the future. Its so comfortable listening to blues/flamenco music, hip yet relaxed..wonderful!

Music..is and will forever be 1 of the reasons i continue to live, if one day music is taken away from me..i think i will commit suicide!


Arghs, it really irks me off when i asked some ppl to do some simple stuff for me, yet it isnt done. Just that 1 forwarding of email, is it very difficult? What about all the stuff i helped you all with? Are my effort wasted? Damn i am too kind to everybody, i always get ripped off in the end...haiz....(no bell, not talking about u)

sian and numb already..gonna drown myself in music now..



decided to nap abit while waiting for bell to come online...

napped for 2 hrs and actually dreamt of something.

Dreamt of something i can control, the weird thing is we chatted about this topic earlier on..weird stuff...!

theres this hysterical super woman in this bungalow like house. she seems mentally stable and unsound the next moment. When shes hysterical she kills? I remember some1 getting hit by a huge block of something she threw, and crushed them. i saw her during her stable state, and in a flash she went hysterical, and i ran for my life, hiding in a wrecked room where i found this uncle like guy. He resembles Chuck Norris, that martial artist/actor in the states, he was...making weapons? i cant remember, dreams are hard to remember. Eventually he killed her? i guess? He went on to become a construction worker and eventually drowned there somehow.

I noe the last part is kinda funny, but thats as much as i can remember. haha!!!

very rare do i have such real dreams where i can control and see whats happening...had less than 10 in my whole life...i do remember a few though...the most vivid was this monster in power rangers, yea..he came into my dream. The other was this red skinned monster like boy running thru a sheltered walkway, i onli remember that. everything was in a blur!

hahas, the brain is so weird, yet powerful, i wished there was a way to harness its power..it would be incredible..

alrite..gonna go sleep now..hope i can have another dream...hope this time its nicer..



Busy these past few days...Thursday had Maths quiz on Limits, was surprisingly...easy. 2 questions only, done in 3 mins. submitted and probably got full marks, every1 who did the same set as me had the same answer =D.

Next hurdle was the IDEAS module, i had to draw 4 different design of a product, and a final BIG 1 on an A3 sized paper. I procrastinated too much..haha, originally started @ around 10pm...laze around until 12am then started to get serious..end up finished only at around 3am or so..slept @ 3.30am.

Dang gotta wake up @ 6am! classes are so early.

Gave my presentation, short and sweet..no pressure..because everybody there is my friends..haha..so it was a breeze...

Later..was thermofluids lecture...ARGH..that lecturer, we had a new nickname for him...its called "emo-loh". loh is his sirname btw.
Its because he always like to stop if some is distracted, talking, writing or on their notebooks, and then start to say useless stuff over and over again...DID I MENTION HE IS ALSO DAMN LONGWINDED??? god, first lesson, 2hrs lecture only covered 3 pages, WOW!!!!!!!

Today he almost blew it lah, can see it, those stupid 02 students...onli noe how to talk, crap and joke, classes are SO MUCH FUN-NER AND QUIETER WITHOUT THEM!!! 02 suck!

after 1 hr of lesson..he went into the "notebook self study" portion of the class, where most of us dont wanna attend by not bringing our notebooks. so we went off early..hehe....

Went home...and not long after...fell asleep until about 2pm+...Wow man i loved this afternoon's weather...heavy heavy rain..raining cats and dogs outside my shelter. So nice to stand and watch the water droplets fall to the ground, and let the strong gale swoosh by ur face, feels so damn comfortable..and fuzzy inside...=)

Tml cant have choc! shes ill..haha, nvm though..theres always next time :)

K...gonna go sleep extra early today..have nothing much to do anyways..

oh ya..Happy Hari Raya to all my muslim buddies!!!
dont worry, u are forgived :)
now wheres my green packet?!?! GRRrrrr...hehes :x

sugar dreams..

Labels: wishing upon a star

so tired, phyically and mentally drained.

today was ok..electronics lab and maths was a breeze, but then i had a 2 hr break before going for Microbes and Diseases..my chosen gem module.

I kinda regretted picking that module, even though got pretty girls, i aint interested, i have some1 in mind, its the content. arghs its full of bio stuff, lived for so long as a student, this is the first time i came into contact wif such chim bio stuff, in the past was damn simple crap during combined science, this isnt anywhere near them. Full of ??? on my face during the class, missed last week's class too..chose to pontang the whole of last wednesday, heck..so tired lah.

Tml got Maths quiz on Limits..even though 2 questions only..and we are going to "network" and copy one another..i got a feeling the teacher is going to emo again and shes gonna kbkb @ us AGAIN. Shit it lar...3 hrs maths..then later 3hrs mechanics..i am so tired of studying...

Next is IDEAS idea design sketches..to be done and presented on friday...oh god, i havent done anything yet..

Time really flies when you least expected it, week 3 is almost over, wow..thats nearly 21 days past in a blink. Next would be Week 6..e-learning week..looking forward to it...

chocz and pasta on sat, hopefully. i am hungry..

sigh..gonna go study maths now..at least abit, just enuff for the test..horrible me.. :(

Labels: Tired and gloomy

This is going to be an angry post, apologies to those who cant take it, dont look then.

i aint gonna be sorry or regret posting this, so here goes

FUCK THAT CLASS REP!!

Got the nerve to deface us infront of the teacher when he himself couldn't operate like a normal human being at any time of the day!! Wat the fuck are u talking about also? Wat democracy and questioning of authority are you talking about? we are trying to form a group for oral communication and just because nobody wants u, u can act like that? huh? stupid piece of shit!

I have my reasons why i dont want u in my team, and i would glady say it again!!

"You can't take ppl's opinion!"
"You only want attention on yourself!"
"You only want things to work and go your way!"

Imagine if some1 lidat wants to join ur team, would u want him? i certainly don't!!! unless i am RETARDED!!

IF U DID UR PART DURING LAST SEM'S CD PRESENTATION AND HELPED OUT, INSTEAD OF YAKKING AWAY WITH USELESS IDEAS OF ANOTHER TOPIC THAT WE DIDNT CHOOSE AND KEPT REPEATING TO EVERY SINGLE ONE IN THE CLASS THAT U ARE A B.G.R NOOB(boy girl relationship), I MIGHT, JUST MIGHT, MAYBE 10% CHANCE, WANNA LET U INTO MY TEAM!!! THINK AND REFLECT LAH!!! USELESS CRAPHOLE!!

democracy huh? questioning authority huh? Wat authority do you have over me? u are the police? the government? the army? NO! you are just a useless citizen, leeching off resources from people and the world!!! Wat democracy are u talking about? this is a classroom leh, where we all study leh, not ur world of gundamn and ur the political leader and leader of a gundam squad, GET A LIFE AND STOP WATCHING SO MUCH ANIME THAT CORRUPTS MINDS LAH!! AND UR AN ADULT? OH GOD!! PLEASE!!

ur lucky u werent in my team this time, coz if u were, i would fuck u over so much, u would wish u'd been dead.

GET IT? douche bag!

GRRrrrRRR! _|_



Darn weekends, they are supposed to be enjoyable, yet it ended so quickly. There goes my resting time.

Was supposed to go out last friday..but last minute mishaps meant no more outing :(
but its ok..since we fixed another date, yays~

Saturday was..alrite, pretty mundane as usual. Rotting away at home, doing nothing. Maybe reading articles on wikipedia, i duno. Was about to go cycling in the evening..coz when i helped my auntie put the jossticks on the altar pot thingy outside my door step, i saw the trees swaying abit, and went out to feel the wind..so nice...so i thought of going to cycle since the weather is so cooling. But at the very moment i swung open the door..sounds of drizzling rain appeared and grew even louder!!!! i was like "What the hell....", pissed, i returned my bike to my room. ARGHS!!!!!!!!!
Guess wat, my bro bought a MacBook, cool!! hahas..the notebook looks slick..glossy white, so elegant, and had magnetic locks instead, just pry it open, dont need hinges or push-locks anymore. The sound was surprisingly clear and loud, well i guess u really get wat you pay. Decent stuff..

Today was..ummmm, lazy. Woke up @ around....12pm+? close to 1pm...i remembered i dream about something, a dream which i can control and had live-thoughts, but i cant remember any of it now. Kinda cool to have such dreams, dreams where u can control ur movement, thoughts, and stuff.. I remembered last time dreaming about a girl and i asked for her number!! hahas, i guess such fantasies can only happen to me in a dream..probably never in real life. Boring day as usual..did almost nothing but read articles about comic super heroes on wikipedia (hey i was bored alrite! not like i like comics or superheroes...bleah..just plain curiousity), coz there was Hulk on the TV! hahas, better than nothing! Then bell came online and we chat and chat and chat, paused for a moment to go take a crap in the loo..then chat and chat and chat until..nearly 2am! hahas, so long since we had such a long and fun chat. And also tons of photos to edit! hahas..think i need to burn it into a cd and pass to her already..bwahaha!! its gonna be huge!!! =)

aww..crap, tomorrow is monday..4hrs autocad here i come(reluctantly..)..sigh.....luckily theres chicken little for electronics, life saver!

ok..gonna go sleep now..2.25am..crap...



Well, not the most treasured treasure...but still...

its my drumsticks...

Was de-stressing on the drums..just playing and playing and playing..suddenly i hit too hard and "PIAK!!!!", 1 of my favourite sticks broke!!!

Haizzzz....i doubt i can find another stick as good as this..its extra light for some reason..lightest amongst all my sticks..haizzzz.....there wont be a 2nd pair i guess....

I guess i should have retired it while i still had the chance..it had been serving me for 2 years+ or longer already..HAIS!!!!!!!!!....




RIP my friend....

am looking forward to friday though..for some reason



Though monday is the day my classes end the latest..but somehow the lessons are quite fun...First it starts late..10am, well to others maybe it aint very late but so far in my course of studies, its the latest. Electronics lecture, its fun and enjoyable because the lecturer is DAMN FUNNY!! Sometimes when he loses the crowd, he will sidetrack into jokes, some are meaningless, but the priceless parts are his expressions..bwahahaha!!! And he really looks like Chicken Little, which has since became his universally known nickname across his classes...though i duno if he noes anot..haha!!

1 hr break...not much to do, i went to Bang Deli and bought the Macaroni chicken meal, looks like lasagna but tastes completely different, alot of vegetables. Kinda surprising that i ate them..i guess if u mix and match different vegetables together, u tend to just munch them all up, but if u give it to me separately, i dont eat them at all. The carrots are bad man, so hard..under-soaked!! Filled my stomach maybe 1/3? or even less..but heck..that was the plan, to eat less and endure so my stomach gets smaller..then i wont have to eat large portions again..=D

Hahas, the 4 hrs autocad..though i somehow enjoy it, its seems like eternity...our first break is about 2hrs from clss start, i kept thinking "Wow 3 hrs gone", but when i calculate, nah just 2, DAMN!!

When i finally can go home..damn tired..just fell asleep in my chair. Like any other day..i duno why, when i switch my computer chair to lean-back-recliner-style, my legs put high high on the desk, and fall asleep. Bad habit since sch started..heh..but i am tired.. :(

Recently started working on photoshop again!! haha...now i am learning how to fix ppl's faces!!(right? bell), haha, photoshop is an immensely powerful editting tool..especially the liquify..i just dig that function lah!! Big nose..Small eyes..Wide mouth..swirling patterns...u name it!

Hahas...napped from 7+ to 12am..how to sleep later sia..? luckily this week is even week..tuesdays start @ 10am..hehes..!! Aiya..gonna go edit somemore pics for bell..haha, mass sending tml..if shes online!