Ahhh..back to school...but nobody is happy, i am starting to loathe schooling...its just sort of too slack sometimes, then suddenly bombard u with work =.=, my mind is like in holiday mode all the way.

E-learning is troublesome as hell already, and now week 7 and 8 are gonna be our test weeks, god help us all...

Then..week 9 or maybe 10 will have oral communication presentation, but i duno if its grp or solo. And guess wat, i chose Bike Trials for my solo topic, haha!! Its really been 1 of my most interested fields of biking, but sadly..i dont have the money or body to engage in that discipline.

Yesterday, some drama occurred in the class, my classmate quarrelled with the teacher. Dont get me wrong i aint trying to laugh at him or wat, but i chose to include this because, it sort of reflected my past. When i was younger, all the way to mid-secondary life, i am that sort of "i am always right" and always want to win, but i noticed, people around me, my friends, were leaving me, 1 by 1, gone, and once they are gone, its very very hard to gain back their trust...all was too late as most of my friends are gone, but at the very least, i changed.
If ur reading this, dont take it the wrong way, i am just saying that, sometimes certain things are not worth it to quarrel all the way until u win, think about others, think about urself, calculate ur actions before u do it, and u may gain another ally. Its not a disgrace to lose, i'd rather be proven wrong but i learn something or gain the trust of others than be headstrong and continue to fight on, no point really.

Today, was slack, yep, SLACK. why? okay..morning had to wake up early, coz class starts @ 8am. It was my electronics lab test too, i studied onli b4 i left my home, coz i was trying to finish my diseases report for my GEMs, i did until about 2am++. Reached the lab late, like 8.10am, luckily they didnt mind, so i went in slightly handicapped but....it was a 50 mins paper and..i got it correctly done within 20 mins, left at around 8.30++.
Next class was engineering maths 1...@ 10am, man..1hr 30 mins of free time, so we decided to go eat, since i havent had my breakfast anyway. Had malay version of black pepper chicken chop with rice and lontong gravey layed over it. Not bad lah, aint complaining, but i wished more stalls were open by then...
Then, maths was, okay, i think. She taught somemore differentiation, the first part was hard, first, second and third order derivative, i couldn't understand it, maybe i would go ask bell for help, hope she did learn differentiation!
After that...i went home -.-....chose to pontang GEMs class, coz i was too tired lar, i am already feeling very sleepy in maths class but i forced myself to listen coz i know if i dont, i will have a hard time absorbing it on my own later, i am a maths-dumbo.
Tried asking raymond to help me hand in the report, but i couldn't get thru to his cellphone, oh well, i guess i will hand in to the teacher personally on friday. heck..

oh god, today was kinda sinful for me, had chicken chop rice for breakfast, long john silvers for lunch and a bunch of satay for dinner! crap...think tml i have to force myself to skip 2000 times!!!

god bless me please... :)

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