Heh, it has been ages since i last blogged, anyway i doubt any1 actually reads my blog, so i might close it down soon, no point blogging anymore.

Finally exams are over, 10 weeks of holidays here i come, gonna enjoy 2 weeks or so, then go find work.

Something really horrible actually happened below at the void deck on...sat afternoon i think.
I was in my room listening to music, then suddenly i heard thuds and some guy yelling, apparently he pushed a girl onto the floor and mounted on her, and for a moment i saw, he actually strangled her, and keep asking her why and answer him.

Fuck man, i almost called the police, but he released her, so i didn't. after awhile i went down to collect mail and saw they are still there, but talking, and i saw that guy had a friend with him, punk, if he didn't had a friend, i would had run down and whack the guy till he faints or crack his skull, either way hes gonna die for whacking a girl.

Hes like going against everything men has been taught to being a gentlemen, hitting a girl? pushing her and strangling her? what did she do huh, murdered ur family member? stole ur entire fortune? what did she do to deserve that? its really barbaric and horrendous lor, sickening...and u call urself a man? what a pussy.

Better dont let me this kind of situation again...or some1 will get it...seeing these things just makes my blood boil..grrr

Heh..chinese new year is here again, i didn't know it was this thursday, but oh well, got new year anot also doesnt really matter to me, i dont buy new clothes, nor do i visit my relatives, i rather chill at home, watch a dvd or two than go out, either way there isnt much ang baos to collect anyway, i am resigned to this fate i have years ago, if i were to draw a graph of my past ang bao collections, the graph has been going downwards, and is soon going to be gradient = 0, i.e $0 collected.
This year, if i can collect $100 or $150, its very good already, since my ah gong passed away, nobody bothered to show up, so, neither will i, i hate most of my relatives to be truthful, especially my mother side's, ruthless, carefree and stuck up. I remembered my wai-gong's funeral, i was like gonna be in tears already, and they are fooling around, having fun, this fucking christian girl, apparently is my cousin, saw my cousin's friend who came to pay his respect, is a christian too and shakes him hand in adknowledgement of another christian, fuck you, fuck christian and fuck you fucking attitude, just goes to show what kind of shitty people my mother side's people brought up, nothing but thrash, even that clever tomboy girl who went to RV and then to SAJC also retained, show me 1 decent guy la, seriously, none at all.

grr just thinking of all these things make my blood boil, i wish i could just migrate and forget everything, start everything afresh, nobody cares anymore anyway.

resigned to this shit-stained fate of mine, thank you god.